I started at the gym yesterday. My goal is to lose 50 pounds by August and to get more energy. God has blessed me so much. I am also trying to let others live their life and me take care of myself. I know I cannot change anyone but myself. Lord help me to  leave changing people to YOU. Make me more like You. 

January 8th. 2012
I guess I should be at church but I just am not. No excuses...
I should be on a diet but I am just not.
I need to give up this addiction but I just can't seem to right now.
I spent some time with my children yesterday. I love them so much. I wish we all lived together and could all just laugh and love each other all the time.

 I have to show you Ronnie with my teeth in his mouth :)

So what am I doing on the 2nd day of January? I have been sewing and playing cityville and watching reruns of project runway. I did not even get out of the house today. Today will be I hope and pray the last day of the addiction that is so hard to break. Time will tell. I am asking God to help me. 
I wish I could go back in my past years and design clothes for little kids that are overweight. I am too old for that now. I love watching project runway...so when I am sitting it the nursing home...get me a cd set of all the old shows and I will sit there and enjoy.  LOL I am so silly.

Happy New Year

January 1st, 2012
 I love you, whoever is reading this. I am blessed to see another new year. Robin asked me to tell stories of my past. My memory is not that good but I will try to work on that this year.
A good memory today is that Robin and Ronnie and Candi came by to see me. I had lost my phone and was searching for it.That turned out good, I had left it at the nursing home. I can remember when no one I knew has a cell phone. I wonder what we did without them. I can even remember when  as a child we didn't even have a house phone. We lived at the Quarry in a duplex with an outhouse lol.
When we got our phone... all ..well my few friends from school wanted to come use it and of course my Daddy told them that they could not use it. Embarrassed me to no end. That's all for today!